December 14, 2010

We are a bunch of Sickies...

It has been a really hard week.
Mason has Pneumonia...
Carter has Bronchitis...
Josh has a bad cough.
I feel like I was hit by a bus.
It hasn't hit Nick yet & I am hoping it doesn't!

So we are all trying to focus on getting better & getting into the Christmas spirit.
But I feel like we are being held back because the Government decides this thursday whether they are going to cover Mason's medical supplies.
There is also a small possibility they see the NEED for respite.
So with this decision still up in the air I think we are feeling the pressure more than ever. 

We are also waiting to here if we are going to have to pay the government the $6000 dollars back.
My Dad said we should tell them if they pay the thousands they owe us then we'll pay it back.
If only it could work that way.

We won't be hearing or dealing with any of the Autism funding until after Christmas.
January is going to be a very busy month as will the next several I am sure trying to get everything going and routined.
Have any of you dealt with the start up with Autism therapies and such?
Have any tips for me?
So far I have found NO support groups.

Once again I am going to ask for your prayers for thursday & for the board of people who decide our families future.

It is been a very emotional week so far for me.
Just so you know if we get funding it will be the best Christmas our Family has had to date.

I will be a ball of emotions either way.
If we get funding I am sure I am going to lose it & I will be an Emotional mess.
The fight will be over & maybe I can relax a little.
I want to focus on raising my family instead of trying to keep us together.

If we don't get funding I don't even know what is going to happen.
And I don't even want to think about it cause it's not going to happen.

I am believing, can you believe with me?
With us?

Can I just say how much I love you all.
This last year has been made so much easier for me with the support of good people.
I wish I could meet all of you & give you the BIGGEST hugs!

I will post as soon as we know!

Thank you so much!

The Sears Fam


  1. Praying for you all and hoping you get some good news today about getting Mason's medical supplies covered!!